Talked to my Brother.

Well I'm at the end of my calls before I leave the country. I just got off the phone with my brother. Again another sad moment, it's just hard. You can talk a good game but, when you are looking at making a choice you start to question what you think is right. He told me he was proud of me. From others it just seemed empty from him it has seemed more real than ever. Being a brother and I mean a true brother is a real obligation. I have one and he has one. I really can't focus on this right now.